Insecurity... That is my biggest weakness. Keep on thinking that i'm not good enough is never a good feeling. Sometimes i just feel so worthless, impossible to be loved... But then i know that's not true. At least, not totally true cos i know my family loves me alot and i know i have good friends backing me up. But still... sometimes the dejected feeling is there, and no amount of rock songs can help me forget about it..
Ya i know i'm thinking too much... Again... But i just can't stop thinking eventhough i want to. Maybe it is cos i am too free..? Probably... Maybe cos i'm abit mental...? Probably too... =P I guess i'm not really doing what i was advised to do, pray and meditate more..
Desperately need a vacation, somewhere and something different... I sooo need to put myself together before uni starts again. I really can't afford to lack since i'm gonna have 4 bloody maths papers next semester..
Crap-ness... I sound so emo... Oh well... Once in awhile ranting is forgiven rite.. ;)
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