With finals approaching, i'm starting to miss my ex-classmates.... In those days we were be fighting together, studying in groups and helping out each other... I remembered i always bugged wai lam or puyu bird to help me with my maths... And i really improved my maths alot...
But now i'm kinda doing the solo act... When i don't know how to do a sum, i start read and re-read my module, going thru my reference books or wait for tutorial lessons... It's tirng... I'm very well aware that i'm not close with my own coursemates... I don't know why also... maybe it's the difference in the way we think or maybe language barrier..
Sounds very loner rite... But to say i'm very lonely also not true... Because i'm blessed to be surrounded with a group of extremely nice ppl... Another thing i realised is that most of my close friends in uni are all taking different courses... There is someone who will cheer me up when i'm stressed, another to make me laugh when i feel so fed up and others just there whenever i need company...
Oh well... One can't have everything in life rite... I'm 20 already... I have to be independent and study on my own... But sometimes i really do miss those times...
p.s. just taking a short break from calculus... =.=
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