Dr Jayanthi is really one heck of a good lecturer... I got back my stats paper and i screwed it really really badly.. Dr Jaya was really upset that day... She gave us a really long lecture that it almost brought tears to my eyes cos she really hit the guilty spot... But her lecture could not have been at a more perfect timing...
True, i was not prepared enough, i was very distracted with my own personal problems that i did not put enough effort in my studies... But what she said is true "Many things come and go, but degree only comes once... If you want to do it right, do it right the first time.."
I really felt that this semester is hell... i was more stress and depress rather than happy and cheerful... My good ol' friend said that i'm a happy-go-lucky type and sad and depress is not in my dictionary... Sadly that's not true anymore...
BUT i decided to change all this... I wanna make Dr Jayanthi proud and most importantly, make me proud of myself... I wanna be that gal that i used to be and i wanna think back of this semester as not a 'hell-ish' semester, but a great and enjoyable sem like other previous semesters...
I probably will always still be bothered as long as things do not get back to normal... And wth, i have feelings... I am meant to feel things... But i will not allow it to cloud my whole actions and judgements again... People always had high expectations of me, and i am gonna live up to their expectations...
So unimates, when we want to have our "drinking" session? I feel it has been a long time since we last did it... ^^
True, i was not prepared enough, i was very distracted with my own personal problems that i did not put enough effort in my studies... But what she said is true "Many things come and go, but degree only comes once... If you want to do it right, do it right the first time.."
I really felt that this semester is hell... i was more stress and depress rather than happy and cheerful... My good ol' friend said that i'm a happy-go-lucky type and sad and depress is not in my dictionary... Sadly that's not true anymore...
BUT i decided to change all this... I wanna make Dr Jayanthi proud and most importantly, make me proud of myself... I wanna be that gal that i used to be and i wanna think back of this semester as not a 'hell-ish' semester, but a great and enjoyable sem like other previous semesters...
I probably will always still be bothered as long as things do not get back to normal... And wth, i have feelings... I am meant to feel things... But i will not allow it to cloud my whole actions and judgements again... People always had high expectations of me, and i am gonna live up to their expectations...
So unimates, when we want to have our "drinking" session? I feel it has been a long time since we last did it... ^^
2 comments:
all the best to you.. :D
-jenqlii-
thx... ^^
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