Oh man, for once i really do not know what to do... I'm tired, hurt, disappointed, sad, frustrated, angry, betrayed, everything that wears me down... The last time i felt so helpless was the day i left Malacca to KL... A horrible thing happened which i could not do anything about, the day i lost my good friend.. The nightmare that i tried soooo hard to forget but it still haunts me... Till this day, i have always wonder how could i have been so deaf, blind and stupid not to see what was going on...
Yeah, now i'm feeling that way again.. I just do not know what to do to make myself feels better about myself... I just know that i have to feel better now... I want my guitar class!! I need to play some music for distraction... And i need another vacation...
If you wanna help me, just be my friend... That's all i need right now... Knowing someone believes in me when i don't believe in myself anymore, well... it will brings out a smile...
sorry... moments of stupidity...
1 comment:
hey, cheer up.. =)
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