oh wow... it's been a long day... Tennis lesson was fun, though i had a hard time serving the ball over the court... I need to practise more to improve... Then as i recalled what happened in the afternoon, i find it a little bit funny though damn irritating... I rarely really force people to do something that they don't want to, but this time i didn't had much choice because i know i won't have that chance again.. So sorry lor... I was suprisingly calm eventhough there was a moment of weakness... But i guess i was stronger than i thought... I can control my emotions pretty well then...
My drive home was a daze... It is amazing i reached home safely, cos i really don't remember driving... My mind was off somewhere else... =/ But by then, i made the decision to follow the advice... It's not much that i can do anyway... If in future i have to look back and regret my decision, well that time i hope i remember that i did everything i could already...
In the evening, i went out with Derek to Pyramid... Couldn't have been a better timing... I need the distraction and this is probably the last time i'm seeing him before he go off to Cambridge... I'm so gonna miss that guy... He is one of the few friendships that withstand time and distance =)
Honestly, i don't know what i am feeling now... Cos my feelings haven't catch up with me... But i guess i'm okay, just a little bit tired... I need to start revising my algebra tonight, so bye-bye sleep, hello future A... =P
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