I have packed all my things on Saturday... Finally, it marked the end of my semester 3... Many things i wanted to do but many things i haven't done... Looks like all this unfinish business have to wait till sem 4.. =/
I was reading my previous posts and i realised that many of them were kinda emo, depressed, sad... I guess these few months, my emotion was not very stable... I cried alot in the room, i think even my new roommate was afraid.. Lolx.. Sorry.. I was being very unhealthy as how sherry quoted it, but yet i survived..
It was a crazy few months, a lot of self-hate, a lot of pressure from studies, equally alot of pressure from home, having too high expectations on everything.. I guess i was not strong enough then... So i crumbled many times, but thankfully i still survived...
Actually this sem, other than my pack schedule, it wasn't too bad... Maths classes were torturing but that's common.. ;) I actually had a pretty damn good lecturer for Stats, Dr Jaya and she really was a role model... My mandarin lecturer, though not the most interesting lecturer i've had, but he sure was an interesting story for my friends.. =P Tennis, though caused me to become even darker, i really made afew pretty good friends from there and i really learnt something useful from that class.. And it was not bad having your faci knowing who you are.. ;)
So if i try to look at this from a different angle, it was a pretty memorable semester too... =D
I was reading my previous posts and i realised that many of them were kinda emo, depressed, sad... I guess these few months, my emotion was not very stable... I cried alot in the room, i think even my new roommate was afraid.. Lolx.. Sorry.. I was being very unhealthy as how sherry quoted it, but yet i survived..
It was a crazy few months, a lot of self-hate, a lot of pressure from studies, equally alot of pressure from home, having too high expectations on everything.. I guess i was not strong enough then... So i crumbled many times, but thankfully i still survived...
Actually this sem, other than my pack schedule, it wasn't too bad... Maths classes were torturing but that's common.. ;) I actually had a pretty damn good lecturer for Stats, Dr Jaya and she really was a role model... My mandarin lecturer, though not the most interesting lecturer i've had, but he sure was an interesting story for my friends.. =P Tennis, though caused me to become even darker, i really made afew pretty good friends from there and i really learnt something useful from that class.. And it was not bad having your faci knowing who you are.. ;)
So if i try to look at this from a different angle, it was a pretty memorable semester too... =D
Now i'm just staying at home cos my finals were long over.. (i dunno y, but stats papers always finish much earlier compared to others.. I guess they prefer to kill u earlier, die faster, then can enjoy... ;P) I had been watching people played all kind of FB games but i didn't try then cos i knew they can be really addictive... So now that i'm free with nothing to do, i have been playing all the fb games like restaurant city, cafe world, roller coaster kingdom, barn buddy, country story and abit of farmville... Crazy..? I know.. I'm still kinda lazy to work.. So just enjoying myself first..
Whatever it is, i'm gonna try being stronger and look at life at a more postive way... No more 'moments of stupidity'... Or at least less of that... Afterall, what doesn't kill u, will only make you stronger rite... (i love that phrase.. ;D )
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