A lot of things happened in my life... Sometimes more downs than ups, that it hurts like crazy inside.. When i was in uni, i had awesome roommates and awesome friend that are always there, and never get bored to hear me pour my heart... It's not like they suddenly disappear in my life now, but with our busy schedule, we normally can meet almost only once a month..And you definitely do not want to bring sad stories to happy gathering.. Of cox there is msn, handphone, whatsapp, but it ain't the same with sitting on the same bed, hugging a pillow each, cry if we feel the urge to as we pillow talk the whole night till we felt better...
These days i know im more easily irritated and occasionally (or as someone mentioned, always) irrational... But that is because i just keep on keeping everything inside and it is driving me nuts.. People i love the most are the ones that hurt me the most too... Maybe what my uncle/aunty said is true.. Maybe i need to chant more to overcome all my obstacles and give me the courage and wisdom to choose my right future..
My grandma just passed away... Eventhough we are not the closest grandchildren to her, it was still a loss. But i chose not to mourn, because i know she had suffer terribly for the last 2 months, and at least now she no longer need to feel the pain. We sent her off in a simple way as she had never wanted all those "tong chang, tong chang" sounds and hassle.. And tommorow will be a bright new day...
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