So many things buried deep inside me, i feel like screaming, shout, cry, throw a tantrum... But i can't... At all times, i have to keep my composure... Once again, i have to keep everything inside... I am not allowed to say anything... I'm trying to smile for the sake of smilling, but it's getting harder and harder to fake a smile... I'm getting too saturated, yet i have to keep a straight face..
There's so many things i know, whether i should know or not... Things that i myself do not want to know... But yet, i can't say nor mention a word about anything... I just have to keep silent and smile again...
God knows how long can i continue with this...
Oh pls, give me the strength, courage and wisdom to clear all that is bugging me...
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