Today i did something that took all my guts and courage to do... I never thought i would actually do it but i did it anyway... It may not solve everything but atleast i feel like a small burden has been lifted and i actually felt slightly better... And i might just feel even better tomorrow... =)
Eventhough there may be many things that i wanna say, but maybe some are best left unsaid... or keep for some other time... Whatever it is, i'm the descendant of the Khan's family, "warrior" blood and all those crappy stuff... I'm the Ah Ma.. So i will survive...
I’m tired of trying to be strong…
I’m tired of smiling just because I have to…
I’m tired of pretending that everything is ok…
I’m tired of laughing every time I feel like crying…
Most of all…
I’m tired of being tired…
I just wanna be contented…
I just wanna look at the bright side…
I just wanna have fun while I still can…
I just wanna do whatever I wanna do…
Most importantly…
I just wanna be happy…
3 comments:
what did u do, dear?
Hi maam!
Just felt like I had to say something here, even though it doesn't carry anything.
The best way to shoulder a burden is to lighten your load. Let it out. Pen, paper, people. Anything works. But doing all those things you listed out take a lot of energy. You shouldn't put yourself under that much stress.
Everyone has different masks to put on in different situations. The trick is knowing when to put on a mask, and for how long. :D
Aye imraan sir...
What u said is true...
Rach: i will tell u when i chat wit u in msn k...
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